writing all the things in my head
my thoughts are scattered like my room
’cause what we had is now dead
like a flower that could never bloom
i used to say i am strong
i trust myself on bouncing back
still cannot believe that that so long
was really meant to never look back
all my demons are calling me
every damn day and fucking night
so i talk with them negotiably
you know this time i wanna make it right
i collapse
i stand up
i relapse
i will never give up